Darkness
comes suddenly
comes suddenly
and envelopes me.
Startled, I stand frozen
as the hooded shroud encloses.
Heart beating.
Pulse pounding,
Breath panting.
I am plunged
I am plunged
into the unknown
abyss.
Gasping. Flailing. Thrashing.
Gasping. Flailing. Thrashing.
Trying to hold on.
To what?
To whom?
I cannot see.
I cannot hear.
Still I sense
a presence.
a presence.
Who is there?
Twitching,
yanking
wrestling,
I struggle
to regain vision.
I grow weary
yanking
wrestling,
I struggle
to regain vision.
I grow weary
and collapse.
Anger percolating now.
The blaming begins.
How could You? I demand.
Where are You? I call out.
Silence.
I sense you are smiling.
you leave now.
Satisfied.
I sense you are smiling.
you leave now.
Satisfied.
Hear me! I shout to You.
Answer me! I scream.
Answer me! I scream.
Nothing.
Coldness sets in.
I curl up in the emptiness and shiver.
Wrapping myself in anger and sadness.
Wet from tears.
Alone, in the quiet stillness.
I surrender.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Then, a stirring.
What was that?
A flutter.
A flutter.
Dim memories return.
A hardening chrysalis.
A dark, watery womb.
A hardening chrysalis.
A dark, watery womb.
A promise forgotten.
I hope.
Are You there? I ask.
Is that You? I try again.
Shhhhhh, a warm breeze
greets me.
Why did You bring me here? I ask.
Silence.
The breeze stops.
Who brought me here? I demand.
Stillness.
You will not play
this game.
It wasn't You, I say,
knowing now.
No matter, I feel You say
as the first bits of light
penetrate
the darkness.
I AM here.
Shhhhhh, a warm breeze
greets me.
Why did You bring me here? I ask.
Silence.
The breeze stops.
Who brought me here? I demand.
Stillness.
You will not play
this game.
It wasn't You, I say,
knowing now.
No matter, I feel You say
as the first bits of light
penetrate
the darkness.
I AM here.